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a short description of this entry for the 'older links' page ...she looked like a girl from a renaissance paniting...with clouds in her eyes and leaves in her hair*blink blink*.....i haven't yet decided if i am awake or not...i am thinking so, and can't decided if i want to wash all this eyeliner off and go to bed, or if i want to get started on my model, that is due on thursday....and the whole deal with a halloween play tomorrow and being at school until the end of the world really isn't going to help that.... *sigh* i am not the hugest fan of thise new design...i lost intrest in it rather quickly....mostly i built it on impulse, just because scarlet's walk was out today...now i am contemplating putting something else up that is already done...or just waiting until the weekend and building something from scratch.... ...trick myself just to pas the time...to kill the day...it's starting to unwind...i was at school until 5pm today....waiting around, and watching people do lighting for the play tomorrow night....i, of course, also had to got through my cues with lighting....but that was overly simple, because we have a fade in, blackout, fade back in, and fade to black....overly simple, and no specials...4 cues total...it is wondrous...i especially like the whole being at school until 5 to get that done...*sigh* i had a nap earlier, and now my night seems all lost, and i feel like i should stay up, and at least try and get some form of homework done...but at the same time i just want to go to bed and sleep forever....which i considered...this whole play thing is stressing me out, as well as the fact that my model for stagecraft is due on thursday...which is really soon....i am supposed to present it as well...and there is just no way it will be done...so i figure that if i go to bed now...and get up sometime around saturday morning, everything will have worked itself out by then.... ...look into my heart and tell me i am a complete disaster...wasn't that what you were after, always thought it was...i finished jann's book today...it was wonderful, and i think i will probably pick it up every day and read a few pages, just because it is so wonderful.... *yawn* yes definetely....my bed is calling.... ...i'm pale in comparison...no reason to be mean...it's confusing me...stop confusing me...relax, it's confusing me... |