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01.29.2003 @ 10:46 pm

umm....here's the thing. i'm lame, and i don't have a whole lot to say. but this is mostly just for chad because he wanted me to update.

i should be working on my stagecraft project that was due a week ago. that i haven't started yet. but we all know that even if i wasn't writing this, i wouldn't be doing that either. it would be a whole lot easier if that whole course was as much fun as set building. however, it's not. and i have to do a really dumb publicity type project that i have absolutely no motivation to work on. i would actually rather work on english. which i haven't really done since before xmas. except of course, the group presentation that i did last week. and got 77/80 on. if i always had results like that, i think i would work on english a whole lot more often. somehow, being told that my writing style isn't mature enough when i am given crappy topics to write about doesn't appeal to me all that much...i am so never going to graduate.

i have to go shopping for new shoes tomorrow. i also get to go and buy the zwan cd. i was intending to buy it on tuesday when it came out....but i never got around to it. but uh, it's an early day tomorrow, and there's no set building. yay for new shoes. only not, because my current shoes, as dead as they are, are infinetely cool and all orangey and flaming. which is odd, because nothing else i own is orange. why i have shoes that are partially orange i don't know.

my mood is a little bit better today. we watched my music video in directing & scriptwriting, and it wasn't all defective or anything. and we got all of the posts for the railing up. and i read the first scene of hamlet...i wasn't really into it at all though, so i don't remember at all what happened except that there was a ghost in there somewhere....

i wore a sign today. hilaire made it for me. it said confront me if i don't ask for help and then at the bottom p.s. clap if you love val...and people clapped. the sign scared me at first, but then i got used to it, and the fact that complete strangers were talking to me about it. then i kind of got attached to it, and now it's going to feel all weird without it tomorrow.
'vermillion'
matthew good band

take me to the shore
and wrap me in a blind tomorrow
i won't fight no more
and i won't scream
maybe we'll be washed away
maybe i just need a holiday

this time we'll get
a room with a view and a velvet painting
and this time we'll stay inside
until the lights go down
over the palm trees and the sand

buy me the blue sky
and wrap me in clouds of blasphemy
in the end i won't ask why
you can do what you want with me
maybe we'll be thrown away
maybe we just need a holiday

this time well get
a room with a view and a velvet painting
and this time we'll stay inside
until the lights come up
and everything's vermillion

take me to the shore
and throw me into the water
i won't fight no more
no, i won't say a thing



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