finally....the end of the week
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11.28.2002 @ 11:21 pm
arg. i am sleepy. but i don't want to go to bed just yet, as that will probably mean that i will end up getting up somewhere around 7am...which is no fun when i have nowhere to go. that i know of yet anyhow. i was supposed to get together and work on english with dal, jen and jason. but that really doesn't look like that's going to happen. which pisses me off just a little, because i told drew that i was ditching him to work on english. and now i am going to end up ditching him for nothing. it's so much less frustrating when i am sitting here whining that i have no friends, and that i have nothing at all to do...
today was mostly crappy. i dyed my hair. it's black. woohoo. and it was a short day at school. which is just really annoying, and makes all of the blocks small and only 45 minutes long, thus just making the day seem like a total waste. but i have to go, because i have acting and stagecraft. thursdays suck ass. and then meg and i crashed the storytelling float block that we didn't sign up for. but seeing as ms wall likes us, she let us stay. it was fairly boring, as float blocks usually are, and i kind of regretted staying.
my computer was trying to spite me earlier, and decided that it wasn't going to restart properly, until about the 5th time, when it realized i wasn't going to give in. during that time, i figured i would go and lay down on the couch, because maybe it made the computer more bitter and spiteful when i sat here and glared at it as it started up. it didn't think so. and then i had that odd dream-like feeling where i think i am falling, and then i jump up all startled. ugh.
i think today has just been strange. i feel almost paranoid that there is something going on, and that i would be a whole lot better off if i knew about it now, and not later. it's weird, and kind of hard to explain.
it takes me forever to write an entry. this so far has taken me about 50 minutes to write. something is seriously wrong with that. i think it's probably because i have the smallest attention span on the planet.
'frozen'
tegan and sara
it's not far to go it's not far at all
it's not far to go you're not far at all
pools out back waters so cold there's not much
said that i don't know
the difference between frozen hands and feet
you come right out and you ask me
nobody ever asks me
in the pool out back water to my chest
towel lying in the grass
it looks a lot worse than it seems but you know baby
that's just me
we can only hope that it might be me
it's not far to go you're not far at all
looking for a laugh wanna stop back when you're
done whining and taking things back
i'll be there as always feet submerged
and probably frozen
we can only hope that i'll be frozen
enough of that as if i care as if i need to know
like i was there
but if i was you just call my name
and i'll be there if you call my name
you know i'll be there
imagine you're so far away no matter what you do
no matter what you say
you couldn't stop the world for a moment
in the middle of good-bye
you stop into say hi is it all right if i say hi
it's not far to go it's not far al all