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now! to release screaming temporal doom! ...everybody wants...everybody says...i wish i could sleep. normal people are sleeping at this hour. actually, i think more people should be awake. then i wouldn't feel so odd that i am not sleeping. it gives me more time to not work do my homework though. yay for procrastination. or more, yay for bad poetry that i would never even consider handing in. ...climbed up on the rainbow just to see if i'd fall off...i'm a frosted lemon coward and i don't know how...to hold you without shaking...no i am not aware of how i can possibly love you without aching...i did absolutely nothing today. except go to the corner store to buy a candy cane, only to discover that they don't sell them. stupid useless corner store. didn't anyone tell them that it's christmas season, and that there's an unwritten law that all sotres that sell anything remotely food-like, must also sell candy canes? so i bought a popsicle instead. only to come home and be informed that it's too cold outside for popsicles. i thought that if it was still frosty after a 15-20 mintutes walk outside, it was a good thing... ...i'll make no claim on your design...i will not call you a friend of mine...i am listening to really old mized cds. ones that i didn't make, in hopes that i will find that i do indeed have 'friend of mine' by treble charger on one of them. because it magically popped into my head earlier, and i don't have the actual cd, nor do i have an mp3 of it. and i couldn't find one on winmx (being that i am the only person not to use kazaa on the planet.) then i downloaded kazaa. and it refuses to connect. but this is probably because i managed to crash the computer during installation. i lost an entry. oh well. it was more boring than this one i think. so i suppose i will have to uninstall it and try it again once i'm done. ...i can't change what i am...but i'll be fine in the next life...mmm...old IME...which is not treble charger. but is better. i just had the startling revelation that this weekend has been too long?? where on earth did that come from? it's frightening when it is only saturday...well, i suppose that technically it's sunday, but i haven't slept yet, and it's still dark, so we'll call it saturday. and i think that the weekend has been too long. ...you can fuck with my head...leave marks on my neck...i hurt my hand earlier. i picked up a pen off the floor and then slammed my hand into the corner of my keyboard drawer thingy. ouch. it formed an instant bruise that is little and bluish-purple and kinda triangle-shaped. and i didn't think it was possible to hurt myself accidentally without leaving my chair. ooo...observe my talent. i am such a loser. ...well i guess it would be nice...if i could touch your body...i was tormenting myself on ebay earlier. just for the fun of it i suppose. and found stuff that i want. :( like tegan and sara's under feet like ours cd. there's three of them up for auction at the moment. one of which is autographed. and it's the same auctioner for all of them. i want one. i also found a matthew good band mint. i have no idea why you would sell that. i probably would've eaten it. there have also been people who have bid on it...i don't get it. ...day into night...nothing changes...nothing changes...anyhow, i think i have run out of ramblings. and should be attempting to head off to bed soon, as it's 5:15, and well...i don't want to have to try and sleep when it's light out.
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