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*sigh* today was....interesting. and good. and a whole plethora of other emotions, that my brain refuses to think of words for. it's pretty much refusing to accurately function in any way, shape or form at the moment, but i will attempt to get through this so that it makes as much sense as possible. first off, the less confusing parts of the day. i got up late this morning, (yes, after i went to bed really fucking early last night.) and then almost missed my bus, but thankfully didn't because i have directing & scriptwriting first block, and evans would kick my ass if i showed up late for her class. and then the 701 was actually on time and then decided to sit at haney place for a while since we were earlier than we are every other day when the bus is late, so we missed the 712 and had to walk to school. it's fucking cold out. seriously. my legs were numb by the time i got to school. ugh. then in directing we finished casting for our next project, which i am not at all looking forward too. we have to make a music video, and film, direct and edit the entire thing. not fun. i am really starting to regret taking this course. then my group performed their oranges play. steve forgot one of his lines, but didn't freeze, or break character, so it was good. then at break i had a naniamo bar. meg wasn't there because she had to stay and talk to mrs evans. she's the understudy for the lead role in the play!!! heehee...it's exciting. even though she doesn't really really want the role, it's still really fucking cool. then she had a cast meeting at lunch, so i talked to hil for a bit, and then went and hung out in the tech lab for the rest of lunch. got some really really evil looks from drew today...but i suppose they were warranted. even though he pissed me off at lunch, i suppose i should've forgiven him. all he did was snap the bungee cord on my pants. but it hurt, and i was annoyed. so i just got bitter, and told him not to touch me when he was trying to be all cute and apologetic. this was of course, right after rob came in and sat beside me on the desk, and was being cuddly. then i went to AMA11 contact with meg, hil, drew and rob (among other people), since i hadn't planned the afternoon of my day, and got really evil looks from drew because rob and i were kind of all over each other. *shrug* it's not entirely my fault..... then meg asked what was with that, and hil asked if i liked him, which yeah, i do. so hil went into the whole thing of him not being a good person in a relationship, and that i couldn't date him. and yeah, i was listening....mostly anyway. then last block, seeing as i still didn't have a plan, i went and sat in the english great hall with rob, and had a nap on his desk for about half the block. he managed to convince me to not leave school at 2:45 like i usually would, and to hang out with him after school. then we spent the rest of the block wandering the school separately, and then met up in the great hall about 5 minutes before the block ended. then he walked me to ta, went to his ta (which is conveniently right across the great hall...), and then he came back to my ta to get me. *grin* then we left school and went to his place....cuddled and kind of had a nap....listened to some linkin park...then nic called, and asked if we would walk up to mcdonalds with him so he could get his schedule, so yeha that was okay. unitl we had to actually go outside, and it was really fucking cold. but, not really all that bad. i can take it. well....really i can't, but i like to pretend that i'm tough. grrr. and now i am just confused. because i was listening to hil when she warned me of the fact that he's not a good person to date. honestly. but um...it's hard to just believe that and not get to know him...cause he seems really really sweet. and he has purple hair. and a lip ring. and he says i'm cute. and...he kissed me. in front of other people. so um...*sigh* would be the word of the day. i'll just go now, and stop obsessing. or rather, go obsess in some other outlet.
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