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i hate mondays ...embrace this moment remember...we are eternal, all this pain is an illusion...well now...so today was rather shitty...so i am going to now rant and whine and bitch about it... ...i used to think that i'd get over everything...but everything just got over me...first off...i only got 3 hours of sleep...which includes the 30 minutes i overslept....so i was late for the rest of the morning...then i missed my late bus...so i walked the 40 minutes to catch the bus that gets me to school 10 minutes before the end of first block...yay ...with a thought you could change what you've never really known....then school....catherine brought me a brownie....i think that was the highlight of the entire day.... ...if i told you the story of my life...would you break down in laughter...came home...ate dinner...watched the breakfast club...procrastinated (and i am still doing so) my english, and my stagecraft scrapbook that is supposed to be due tomorrow...maybe i will just stay home tomorrow...but i won't....i have a gift for catherine, and i forgot it today, cause i am a loser...so i'll go tomorrow and give it to her... ...get up get up get up...won't you stop my pain...hilare just offered to drive me to school once she passes her road test...that shall be enjoyable...cuz hil is cool...and i will get to sleep in....plus coffee...and someone interesting to talk to...i am excited already.... ...i'm so perplexed...what was i thinking...what will i think of next...where can i hide...*sigh* mark just came back online....this should be fun...seeing as our conversation earlier went oh so well....he first asked whose love i was trying to buy...to which i said i didn't know...and asked if he was offering him...nope...but he would offer many nights of pleasure...so i said yeah ok...i'll take that...and was then told i was desperate...in a serious manner...and then asked why i didn't have a witty comeback for that...*sigh* no...it's not that i am desperate...it's just that i like you...and am too tired at the moment to lie about it.... ...my head is pounding here beneath the weight of this...and i'm wishing that...i got mail today...and it made me bitter...my grandma, whose intentions are nothing but good, decided that she should send me the ad for jann arden's book signing to make sure i knew about it...which i do...and i can't go, since i have the oh so fun choir concert that night....not that i am in bitter in any way...even though shannon and catherine have offered to get my book signed for me, it is just not the same.... ...i am disappointed every morning that i wake up...so...officially, i wish today didn't exist...that i will get up tomorrow morning and realize that this never happened...of course, that isn't what will happen....and i am still wonder why this feeling hasn't disappeared yet....
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