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screaming out the window at the stars... ...would you catch me if i was falling...would you kiss me if i was leaving...would you hold me cause i'm lonely without you...*sigh*...i have decided that i am going to die alone...that's just the way it is going to be...so i am preparing myself for it now... in all seriousness, i suppose i am just having one of those days, where it seems like i will never meet the perfect someone, and that everyone else will...but whatever...i'm trying not to dwell... or maybe it's just residual weirdness directed at the fact that my father is seeing some woman...which is strange in and of itself... ...if i had a million dollars...i'd buy your love...i watched going coastal tonight...or better yet this morning...seeing as it started at 1am....thank you chad for reminding me that i can actually use my tv... it was rather spiffy...well...the half of the show that i watched anyway...cancer benefit recap...which i am still sad i didn't have the money to go to...not only would seeing all of those artists been well worth that amount of money, but it was all going to charity as well...*sigh*....then something about a band i have never heard of called young & sexy....which seemed pretty cool...and then the spiffy thing that i was waiting for, which was the story on alarm bell (or as chad put it, ian is going to be on going coastal, and then told me when it was on) which turned out to be totally awesome, because ian is now in a band with ryan dahle...yum... ...feels fine...it's wonderful, wonderful here...well...homework today didn't go as well as i was hoping...*frowns* but i didn't go to see no mercy either...i just kind of sat around and procrastinated all day...fun stuff...so now i will have to try and work on it tomorrow while i am at school...(work? at school? what a concept...) why must i not be tired?...i mean, it's 2:06 am...i have to be up in 4 hours...and yet i am not tired...i think i shall have to stop off at starbucks on my way to school in the morning...ow...i just got a sudden, horribly painful headache...my this is fun...
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