where do we go now?
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11.24.2002 @ 10:17 pm

well, seeing as the last thing i wrote sucked a lot, i figured i couldn't get much worse, and that i would update again. simply because i can :). in any event, i was folding laundry a little while ago...mmmm warm landry...and i started to wonder what ever happened to j englishman. (i have a shirt. i don't think of these things out of nowhere.) and what happens to any other band/artist that just seems to fall off the face of the earth. does anyone know what happened to j englishman? i happen to rather enjoy him, and still listen to that cd. which was partially free, but that's an entirely different story.

there's also some sort of weird buzzing noise coming from the corner-ish area. i have no idea what it is, or could be, but i'm hoping that it's nothing important...seeing as most of my computer-related things exist over there. and of course, as soon as i write about it, it stops. why do strange noises do that? the second you attempt to tell someone about, so that you are not the only person who heard it, thus making you crazy, it goes away? bah.

i had a horrible back spasm-type dealie earlier. basically it just hurt, and then felt like my spine was about to melt into a puddle. is that a bad thing?

arg. i dislike the fact that there are no longer lyrics inbetween all of my paragraphs. this is because i tend to update while the television is on, thus depriving me of a musical soundtrack to accompany the entry. grr. i don't like tv. there are a few shows i love, but random tv watching just so that the tv is on doesn't amuse me.

i wish it would snow. i walked home in the dark tonight (yeah, i like walking around by myself in the dark) and it was all crisp and cold out, so i naturally couldn't help thinking how much better it would be if there was snow. then again, it never snows here so i should be used to this. except of course, when it does snow, and there is about an inch of the stuff on the ground, and not actual snow that you could do something with like throw snowballs or something....it's either the consistency of a slurpee, or it's just frozen solid, but the entire city shuts down nonetheless.

okay. that's the end of my rant. mostly because i am tired, and thoughts aren't making a whole lot of sense anymore. wow. it's early still. i hate going to sleep early...i always feel that i am missing something if i do that. but i am not exclusively a night person. i am also a morning person. how does this work you ask? very good question. basically it means that i am a sleep-deprived person, because i am too indecisive to choose whether i would rather miss the morning or the afternoon.
'breaking down'
j englishman


we're a riddle in 9 syllables
black and white and grey all over
she smiles and looks at me
bathed in waves of static cover
i've got a notion to escape this ocean
i'm tired of crawling through the same emotions
refrains of empathy
distorting 8 bit fog

where do we go now?
take it all to a new location
watch it all fall down
i'd rather not talk about it just now
we'll build a new philosophy
brand new version of the same old story
while in reality
we're breaking down

another try and we're still here baby
negotiating or complications
she cries and slaps my face
taunting me for new translations
maybe i got up on the wrong side of town
maybe i mistook your up for down
maybe i should polish your crown

where do we go now?
take it all to a new location
watch it all fall down
i'd rather not talk about it just now
we'll build a new philosophy
brand new version of the same old story
while in reality we're breaking down



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