this is a lesson in procrastination...
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02.04.2003 @ 12:00 am
i'm totally procrastinating. i had every intention of actually getting stuff done tonight, seeing as i never get anything done at school. i should be finishing something for creative writing (one would assume that it wouldn't be so difficult...i like to write after all.) or something for english...since i kind of need that to graduate. or maybe, i should start my stagecraft project that was due almost two weeks ago? or maybe not. maybe i'll just sit here and do whatever other things i find to amuse myself...
i've been kind of...down lately i guess. it comes and goes. i'm sort of in that middle place right now where there's not really any feeling at all...i'm pretty sure this is the worst one. i find it more disturbing to have no feeling than to feel really shitty.
although there really wasn't anything that should've made today a shitty day. in fact, as far as school days go, it was pretty good. of course, seeing as it was
school i didn't get any actual work done. but that's beside the point. hil passed her road test, and since she's wonderful and amazing, she's driving me to school tomorrow.
anyway, it's taken me over an hour to write what's here already, and i am kind of tired...i think. *shrug* i'm going to try and sleep anyway.
'i wonder if...'
limblifter
i wonder if you're nothin' like me,
i wonder if there's nothing to see,
i wonder if i can't quit anytime.
i wonder if i'm trapped in this life,
i wonder why i never learned how to swim...
to swim
to swim
to swim
to swim.
i wonder why i always miss the day and sun,
i wonder if there life after this mess,
i wonder if i'm nothing much,
i wonder why i trust too much
i wonder why i never learned to fight...
to fight
to fight
to fight
to fight.
i wonder if they'll ever know me,
i wonder if i could kill all of them.