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sleep.... ....do you wanna kiss?...you go first...well, it's finally the weekend, although it really doesn't feel that way...i have managed to continue my habit of falling asleep really early on a friday night, even though i actually did sleep this week...i did the whole smart thing of lying down on my bed, and telling myself that i wouldn't fall asleep...and then that it would only be for a few minutes...and then just hid under the blanket, because i was too lazy to actually get up and turn the light off, and had a nap....then there's the disorienting moment when you wake up, and try and figure out if it is 9pm, or 9am...give up on that and sleep for another 2 hours... ...buy the sky...and sell the sky...and lift your arms up to the sky...wow....i got my bank statement in the mail today....i just read over my interac purchases...it's sad where i spend my money....$18 at off the wall (underwear...that's actually a necessity....go me with buying somehting useful)...then there's the 3 7-11 purchases, 2 starbucks purchases....one at the shell (slurpees? i think so)...and that's it...wow i spend my money on sad things....it frightens me that in a month, i can spend just over $30 on crap....*sigh* i really need to learn better money-management skills... ...and i do a number on myself...and all that i thought to be...i have a really weird feeling...about what i don't know...it's just one of those cautionary (is that a word?...well, if it's not, it should be)-type feelings....i really wish i knew what it was warning me of...it's rather unsettling trying to figure it out by going through all the decisions i could possibly make in the next little while, and considering the options, and which one is going to be the wrong one....knowing me, i am going to pick it anyway...
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