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panic ...you piss me off...you fucking jerk...you get on my nerves...arg...i had a whole entry all nice and ready to be updated....but noooo...*kicks IE* so now to spite IE, i am writing this in netscape, as much as i hate netscape with a passion, because it is all ugly and deformed looking *pouts* ...i've been frantically piling up sandbags against the floodwaters of fatigue and insecurity...*sigh* i am in mass panic mode right now...i have been so insanely overloaded with crap to do this week...and still didn't get it all done....i hate that....because now i still feel all defective for not being able to do everything....i, in fact, should'nt even be here now, as i still haven't managed to get myself to start my model yet...i am at the point where i have so many things that i feel i should be doing, i have just sat down and stopped becasue i am not sure at all where i should start... ......i'm broken in pieces and you might never know the way...the kitchen is easy...and i won't be the first to say...and i might be over...new design...yay for GIR!! but uh...due to my intense laziness, and general lack of time and motivation, i didn't make it...chad did :)...it is rather spiffy, and much better than the last thing i attempted to make.... ...waiting for somehting else...waiting to exist...i need a longer weekend...*contemplates just not gettin up tomorrow*...my grandma called today and bitched me out for not calling her recently...i don't think she gets that i haven't been doing anything recently...at least that is the way at feels...it seems like i have done nothing, yet haven't stopped all week...i am panicking now just thinking about the fact that i will have to go to school tomorrow and talk to markers, and be bitched at for not having work in for marks cutoff....*sigh*
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