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who cares, who sees anything... ...are these times contagious...i've never been this bored before...it's so....early....and no one is online...well...it could just be that i have few people on my msn list, and i don't like a great majority of them... even though i know that there is no possibility of me sleeping, i am contemplating going to bed, and reading....probably until about 4am when my body decides that it might be a good idea to get some sleep...*sigh*....i am tempted to just stay home tomorrow and sleep....nevermind that i will be missing acting, directing & scriptwriting, and our last choir rehersal before our concert...whatever...it's not that imporatant... ...and what did you want...and what did you need...and what if we all came clean...i'm questioning life...i'm questioning you...and what if we all came through...*sigh* i don't understand why i haven't been able to sleep this week...nor have i been able to focus on anything for more than a short amount of time...therefore, i haven't gotten any work done at all this week, and i actually had some girl that i don't know harass me on the bus this morning about having the correct number of guides done before marks cutoff....yes...i needed that... ...inside of myself, daylight is almost waking up slow and wondering how sometimes it isn't always good here....mmm IME...although that song sounds strangely like radiohead...i enjoy it nonetheless... *pauses and leaves a huge gap of time in the entry, to compose a couple emails, and to read the guestbook note that anthony left* ...i've tried so hard to forget...my thought still won't subside...i guess i'm just losing my mind...i feel gross...and hungry...but largely apprehensive about eating, due to the fact that food all day has made me feel worse....ow...i am getting an odd cramp in my shoulder....like the kind you get after an immunization....that's it...i give up....i am going to bed...to stare at my ceiling of course...great fun :)
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