great hair...bad day?
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12.03.2002 @ 8:30 pm

mmmm.....sleeepy....

finally. but i don't know how long this will last, and i am afraid to go to bed this early.
...across the night...it was the moon that stole my slumber...
today was crappy. but not. it's one of those weird days, where i have no idea how today could've possibly been anything less than good. relaxation float block, empty block that i filled with talking to dal and then to drew and finishing my chem notes, choir, and two blocks of stagecraft. that can't be bad. plus, there were grad photos, so i spend the extra 15 minutes in the morning and put on makeup, and blow dried my hair. apparently, i looked good.

stupid day...
...i've gotta stop bootleggin' the things you said...playing them up in my head...over and over again you're driving me crazy...
how is it only tuesday? i think this week is going extra-slow just to spite me. seeing as tori is on monday...either that, or i just feel like it's longer since i have only been sleeping 4 hours max. a night. not that i plan it that way or anything...it just seems to happen.
...pray for answers...pray for a way to make this all go away...
i found the best quote ever. it quite nearly made me cry when i read it.

eep. i hope my cast remembers to bring some sort of costumes tomorrow. hopefully they won't forget, and everything will work out. i am still a little upset that i couldn't go to the vicki gabereau taping with tegan and sara, but i decided that it would be rather inappropriate to not show up to school. my cast is already performing late, because one of them missed a week of school having her tonsils out, so it would look bad if their director didn't show up. blah.
'do you feel the same'
silverchair


moon covered determined to find
to find my place of hiding
try to detach, try to decrease
to make it easier (on me)
despise myself for what you've done
sent me back into my world
hold yourself 'cause no one will
i'll make it easier

now i have managed to be the one
to be the victim without the gun
do you feel the same anyway
now you've come
do you feel the same anyway
now you've come

hold yourself 'cause no one will
i'll be there to take the spill
cleanse your soul, change the tide
and ride the wave back to me

stay alert 'cause i'm obsessed
surely i can't be depressed
could i be read if i was see-through
or would you just read my spine

do you feel the same anyway
now you've come
do you feel the same anyway
feel the same
now you've come
do you feel the same anyway



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