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*looks around distractedly* ...what's this? what's this?...there's colour everywhere...what's this?...there's white things in the air...what's this? i must be dreaming wake up jack, this isn't fair...what's this?...i'm not procrastinating, i swear...*hides eyes and looks guilily at the half build model sitting beside her* but i did watch the nightmare before christmas earlier....i swear that is one of the greatest movies ever made....i mean, how many movies have you seen that manage to throw halloween and christmas into the same script?....plus there is singing, and claymation...and it's tim burton *sighs*....soooo great ...what is wrong with me...what is what i need...what do i think i think...i was reading newsweek in the library today...*sigh*...it was an excerpt from the upcoming book of kurt cobain's journals that is to be released....which i still am not sure where i stand on...one one hand, i think that it's wrong to publish someone's journals...i know that i don't want people reading my journal after i die...but on the other hand, it really does no harm to anyone, seeing as the person they belong to is, in fact, dead, and doesn't have any say in the matter anymore...and i am intrigued...and i am greatly disturbed by the fact that the publisher paid $4 million to the cobain estate (basically courtney love) for the rights to publish them... ...we spend all of our lives going out of our minds...looking back to our birth, forward to our demise...*sigh* i suppose i should really get to finishing this model....but...but....i don't wanna....i really can't fathom why this is so difficult for me either...i mean, it's not overly challenging, nor is it boring....i just really really don't want to do it for some reason....
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