blah. and ack.
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11.19.2002 @ 10:33 pm
...i was never cool...so you can call me loser...
ack. auditions tomorrow. this would be me, unprepared. what on earth ever gave me the idea that i could act? i am not cut out for this at all.
and really, it seems like a waste of time that i am going to audition, when i don't want a role in the play. i think i am more afraid of doing well, than of fucking this up completely.
'fear of dying'
jack of jill
i'm not afraid of standing still
i'm just afraid of being bored
i'm not afraid of speaking my mind
i'm just afraid of being ignored
i'm not afraid of feeling
and i'm not afraid of trying
i'm just afraid of losing
and i am afraid of dying
without you yes i do and i hope that you do too
without you yes i do
without you yes i do and i hope that you do too
without you yes i...
i'm not afraid of being sick
i'm more afraid of being well
i'm not afraid
put the gun in my hand
i'm just afraid it'll hurt like (hurt like) hell
i'm not afriad of screaming
and i'm not afraid of crying
i'm just afraid of forgetting
and i am afraid of dying
without you yes i do and i hope that you do too
without you yes i do
without you yes i do and i hope that you do too
without you yes i...
fear of...
fear of...
fear of...
fear of...
i'm not afraid of looking ugly
i don't care what they say
i'm not afraid of happy endings
i'm just afraid mylife won't work that way
i'm not afraid of forgiveness
i absolve you everything
i'm not afriad of lying
but i am afraid of dying
without you yes i do and i hope that you do too
without you yes i do
without you yes i do and i hope that you do too
without you yes i...