too lazy to actually write an entry...
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02.17.2003 @ 10:50 pm
so umm....yeah. yay for colorgenics and stuff. mostly, i'm too lazy to actually think up something to write about.
You are a very emotional and sensitive individual. Your life and love of life is dominated by your emotions - you have great feeling towards your fellow man and you are always full of enthusiasm but be careful, you tend to let your heart rule your head and this being so, you could be easily hurt - as perhaps you may have indeed been hurt in the past.
You are very orderly, methodical and self sufficient. You demand and need the respect, recognition and understanding of all those who enter into your sphere on influence.
Matters are not progressing as well as you would have hoped and you are having to make concessions - but you still believe that your goals are realistic it's just that people can't seem to see your point of view. You know what you want but you'll only accept suggestions under duress.
You are on tenterhooks and appear to be extremely nervous and upset. You are bored and you feel that life has far more to offer than this present day mundane existence. The way that you feel indicates that you have the need for a responsive and understanding relationship. You are prepared to follow up any opportunity which may present itself. However you are very choosy and you refuse to be swept off your feet unless integrity can proved to be 100% genuine. Therefore you are holding back, keeping your emotions in check because before you let down your guard you have to be sure. You are too trusting and you have no desire to be hurt again. You are responsive to conditions around you - but forever under control.
There is an inherent fear that you may be prevented from achieving the things you want. This activates your subconscious desire for peace of mind and mental security. It is increasingly obvious to you that the environment that you are in is not conducive to your well-being and so you are seeking fresh fields - somewhere free of conflict where you can RELAX and THINK.
You are worn out and lack both physical and mental energy. This lack of vitality has created an intolerance for any further excitement and you feel that you just cannot carry on; but you have been like that many times before and the situation passed. You again need to get away from it all - even if it is only for a little while. A relaxed body cannot contain a destructive emotion and the secret for you is to just relax.
well...that's um...all long and stuff. makes some sense though, seeing as it's colorgenics, and colorgenics is magic.
but i don't really have the powers of concentration to actually have input into this entry...maybe later. or maybe never. *shrug*
'stoopify'
sunlikestar
notion to be right
i can't fuel on a lottery
stolen to free rights
look at the fault lines i've left behind
so happy to beam ride
i've gone local to outerspace
starting to feel the ride
hook me up when i'm out of faith
look in my eyes while
you forgive the fall under past terrain
you stoopify me - ride
lift me up then you fade away
motion to the right
lift your feet - come up over foreign lands
cannery old race
you perforate me and all you hold
so look in my eyes while
look in my eyes while
you forgive the fall under past terrain
you stoopify me - ride
lift me up then you fade away
you forget the fall and the past terrain
you stoopify me - ride
build me up then you fade away
look at my time - don't leave it
i'm not sure what you waited for
look at my time - don't leave it
i'm not so sure - what you're waiting for