no smarter than a squirrel
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11.27.2002 @ 10:06 pm

...go it's okay...see baby i got something right...baby i got one thing right...
today was weird. i think about 75% of the people i talked to today slept in this morning, myself included. which always makes the rest of the day suck to some degree. today still feels kind of undecided. by the end of it i was just tired, and not wanting to be anywhere anymore.
...and i hate...and i hate...elevator music...
ugh. today i was told that i had shitty taste in music. actually, it's a little bit funny though. only because i no longer care what anyone else thinks of the music i listen to, mostly due to the fact that there seems to be a general consensus among people who feel the need to insult my musical tastes that any band that they have never heard of sucks. apparently my taste could be improved if i liked rock (okay...i thought i did...i wonder what the definition of rock in this case is?), rammstein, queens of the stone age, OLP (who i do like. i just can't carry more than 23 cds with me. therefore, there is always something that i am missing), as well as (and this would be where i stopped paying attention all together) eminem, ja rule....(there were more offending bands here that i don't remember, as i was laughing too hard at the time.) i really wish that people who felt that everyone should listen to the same music as them actually knew something about good music.
...i'm not sure what i see when i look in the mirror...i'm a picture that i've painted whose edges are unclear...
i almost fell asleep earlier. well...okay i did kind of fall asleep. lights on as usual. i have no idea why i even let myself sit on my bed to attempt to do homework...anyway, it was a rather good nap, soundtracked by beautiful midnight, and j englishman. i don't remember actually changing the cd, but unless i have a magical cd fairy that i never knew about, than i must have...

hrrmmmmm.....cd fairy....yeah i am pretty sure that's just wishful thinking.
...we passed upon a stair...we spoke of was and when...
arg. i went on an actual formal cleaning of my notebook today, and removed all of the crap that was in it. i have been trying to finish it so i can start a new one, and didn't really care what was in it. until today, when jason decided that it would be fun to read it. and then read out loud once i pretty much begged him not to. then meaghan helped me get my book back, and i decided that i should really clean it out, since he is planning to steal it at some point in the near future. if i didn't like him, he would probably be in considerable pain at the moment. ugh. i hate when people read stuff of mine that is unfinished. also, that wasn't even good to begin with.

i think that this just proves my whole theory that wednesdays suck.
'favourite 45'
damn the diva


8:15 comes again
it's in the routine
avoid the stares from dadfake for school
her locker's like a cage for all the famous
they're so easily contained
taped and glued

the bills burn in her hand
the stores are open
and stars fill up the rack
who to choose?
she's read the magazines for crtics' darlings
but one just grabs her eye
her cover cool

at home she peels off the plastic
carefully lays the vinyl down (go 45)
from the first note she knows that
this could be her favourite song

the creamest of the cream
wear detailed fashion
and self deflated lean tends to spoil
whose really out of reach?
whose just below, but about to rule the scene?
it helps to know

at home she feels the elastic
it's hard to keep the numbers down (145 pounds)
not all the jokes are wasted
some get through her favourite song

she can't wait for the day
she gets to prove them wrong
and soak in all the fame of a charmed life
move to a mansion, stare down a hill
drink wine to spill, stain the rugs, and sigh...

at home she peels off the plastic
carefully lays the vinyl down (go 45)
from the first note she knows that
this could be her favourite song

alone she feels the elastic
it's hard to keep the numbers down (at 45)
not all the jokes were wasted
she's married to her favourite song



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