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war is peace anyway, aside from the fact that it was indeed monday today, i actually had a fairly good day. filled with intruiging conversation. (and i know you are all wondering where on earth i managed to find a conversation in my school, or if possibly catherine was there or something.) and yes, this happened at school. no catherine wasn't there. that should be tomorrow. i actually made a new friend. i think that would be the right thing to call him anyway. even though i have apparently known him for 2 years (i don't remember the first time i met him, but apparently he does.) i had never really talked to him until today, and i think i will continue to do so, despite the fact that more than one person has warned me against this today alone. these are also the same people who fail to hold my attention for longer than 3 minutes at a time on most days. i don't think that their opinion is particulary valid in this situation. i also managed to only be working with meaghan for one block (which is forced, seeing as it's a creative writing seminar), and i managed to snag jason's jacket for the entire day. as well as not do any work at all, and sit in the math great hall, while not being in any sort of math/science course. fun stuff. oh and shannon and catherine, sine i know you are both sitting there and attempting to figure out who it was i was talking to all day, it was drew. i also managed to learn something in all this not working. first block at that. i don't really know how this whole drew being my friend thing came about, but i think it is going to end up being rather interesting. mostly because i have actually found someone else who is there all time (sorry catherine. i still love you, but never ever get to see you, thus cancelling out the fact that you go to school woth me) who is as annoyed and bored with school and all the people there as i am. and doesn't harass me about not working or that i am going to get in trouble for not sitting in a chair. someone who isn't stressed out that they are a couple guides behind. all in all, it makes for an interesting day filled with absolutely nothing. i also managed to stay in mr stanley's english 8 class for last block, since drew is student aide for that class. he told the grade 8s at the beginning of the block that my name was sven, and that i was from mongolia. and, a great deal of them were stupid enough to believe him. and then of course, some of them actually believed i was a grade eight. until i started talking, and then they realized that drew was lying to them. stupid children... it was also brought to my attention today how incredibly antisocial i am. i actually don't feel the need to have many friends anymore. i have stopped caring, which is a very scary thing when you start to actually think about it. i wonder when this actually happened, and how long it's taken me to notice. i can remember times when i just didn't have friends because i didn't talk to people that i didn't know, and other times that i just didn't like the people that were around me. but now i just don't care. oh well. perhaps at some point i will once again feel the need to connect with large amounts of other humans. either that, or i will become a hermit who eventually goes insane, and massacres thousands of people. either way, it's bound to be interesting. is it possible to take a few years off of life? not the end of your life, but the same way you would take time off of work or school. i am tired of the routineness of everything, and i suppose i just want to sit, and do things as i please for a bit. no structure, no obligation. or perhaps, it's just the way i feel on mondays, when the freedom of the weekend has been taken away, and i will have a whole new outlook tomorrow. oh, and seeing as i am really bored, i am kind of on a hunt for new music. suggestions in the guestbook would be greatly appreciated.
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