you have to watch out for the hard bits....
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05.22.2003 @ 11:46 pm

so, stress....how fun is that? i suppose that now the biggest challenge is going to be using my stress as a motivational tool to actually get things done, as opposed to just sitting back and freaking out about how much stuff i have to do. english is pretty well taken care of...i'm still incredibly happy that things worked out this way, and the day i went to get an eglish marker i went with stanley because he and birce were both available, except that i couldn't find her.....that's probably the only reason i'm going to graduate. because, i'm dumb like that and left too many things unfinished. so now, it's been reduced to whatever i can finish of my analytical paper, and a presentation about two poems. i can do it. really. i think....

aside from that, there's my prom dress....a one act play....a whole crapload of creative writing stuff....a costume project for stagecraft....i think that's it....but that's still a lot. i....for some reason, i know what my priorities are....i just can't decide what to do first, because i feel guilty that i can't make everything my number one priority. i can't even remember to call my grandma....it's not that i don't remember.....it's that i remember at times like now, when i'm settling down for the night around 11:30. if only there were more hours in the day.....

i don't ever remember the point of this to start....i wrote a title first, so i'm thinking i was going to recount mine and sarah's nap in the golf thingy.....which turned out to be more of a discussion about things that make good pillows....except that you have to watch out for the hard bits....and that turned into more laughing than sleeping. other than that, school was pretty....mediocre. i showed up late, rehersed acting stuff with mike and nathan, signed up for prom tables with ryan and sarah, had acting where i performed for the second day in a row....then slacked in the techlab with meaghan for a block...then lunch....and then sitting around wasting time in the afternoon. i tried to burn a new cd (ooo.....i should do that now....) but then the computer decided to be all "ooo i hate you and i'm going to crash and eat all your files" stupid computer.

it's raining. at least, it used to be. i like the rain......half the time anyway.


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