the math is simple
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05.12.2003 @ 1:54 am

i had some brilliant idea for an entry earlier....i can't remember what it was though....oh wait. nevermind, it's not a finished thought. i suppose i'll have to ramble on about something else instead. *shrug* i'm lazy. it's going to be a point-form list of all the random thoughts that are at the front of my brain. (y'know as opposed to the ones that hide way at the back, and only come out when they feel like it.)

  • today was mother's day...
  • i miss my mom.
  • popcorn is tasty.
  • i hate pictures of me.
  • i really enjoy going to church.
  • i think my musical tastes are changing.
  • just over 24 hours ago i was crying...
  • i love having someone there to hold me when i cry.
  • i'm at a place again where there are too many things i want/need to do than there are availiable hours to accomplish them in.
  • lately, i'm obsessed with post-it notes.
  • right now, i want to go to sleep and not wake up in the morning.
  • i love just going for a walk.
  • i miss having a piano.
  • there are some songs that are timeless, and no matter how long ago they were released, everytime i hear them, it's like hearing them for the first time all over again. only better, because this time i know all the words.
  • things always sound better when you sing them in your shower.
  • being called cute is a compliment. i'm sure of this, and i don't know why people take it otherwise.
  • i haven't had coffee in a long time.
  • i wish that long hair dried instantly.
  • the sound of someone else sleeping is comforting.
  • ...is it coincidence? or is it a sign?
  • stereotypical "romantic" gifts (candy and flowers) are gone in a week or two.
  • i'm only going to get 4 hours of sleep tonight.
  • i don't feel tired yet.
  • i stopped somewhere in the middle of writing this to write a new poem. and i'm going to be selfish, and no one gets to read it.
  • sometimes, it's nice to write things just for me. none of those things end up here.
  • i talk to myself when no one else is around.
  • and lastly....2+2=3, and the difference between us is negative one. take those however you want.


    on an end note. (just because it's oh so joyous) there's a spider in my hallway. a big one. i'm terrified of spiders. i can't explain it....it's just like that. does someone want to come kill it for me? please? i'm in the sort of mood where if it walks towards me, i might let out one of those horror movie-type screams.

    EDIT i got all super-brave and killed the spider by myself. with the broom. and my kitty standing by and supervising. i don't know if he was mocking me, or protecting me. maybe both.

    EDIT 2 there was another spider. in my room. i'm not sleeping ever.


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