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05.02.2003 @ 4:59 am

most of today was wonderfully uneventful. i accidentally slept in this morning, so when i rolled out of bed just before ten, i talked with ryan to see what was up for later, then made the decision that since he had stuff to do after school, that it wasn't quite worth it to spend an 90 minutes getting to school, 90 minutes there, and then 2 hours to get home. stupid thursdays. on the other hand, i actually did need to have a day to myself. to sit in front of the computer in my pyjamas, and just relax for a few hours.

although, relaxing seems to have a wonderful effect on me. it's nearly 5am, and i'm still up. i think i'll go to bed soon, just so i can get up tomorrow though.

i have a funeral to go to on saturday morning. my great-aunt. i'm not at all looking forward to that...i don't deal well with other people being sad. i guess, on one hand, i feel guilty for this not really having any effect on me, and the other, is that i never know what to say or do around people who are upset. but, this isn't about me. well...since it's my diary, it technically is, but i'm talking about funeral stuff. my mom asked me to attend on her behalf, and i agreed to. it's at 10am. meaning i have to be at my grandparent's house at 9. leaving home at 8:30....that means i'm getting up by 8. eww.

hey...that's three hours from now! *makes a mental note to go to bed earlier tomorrow*

but, my bed, and a new mixed cd are anxiously awaiting me. i suppose it's time to sleep.


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